Love Me ...

2011-01-17T13:12:00.001-08:00

Yes, I am selfish.
I'm selfish because I want you all to myself. But, that's just a thought. I would never act on it because I've changed.

There's a need for self-control here. & I've realized that.

For the nights that I cry myself to sleep are mostly because of realizations.

Realizing that I miss you too much.
Realizing that I'm falling too fast for you.
Realizing that I'm letting my guard down; therefore, making it possible for my feelings to get hurt.

When feelings change, the one that gets hurt always feels victimized.
But aren't we the ones that put ourselves into those situations?

Aren't we the ones that let our feelings get in the way of reality?
Aren't we the ones putting our hearts out there knowing there would be a possibility of it breaking?

But, that's the chance you have to take when it comes to love.

In the end, you can never be in love if all you have are precautions. It's the chance of getting hurt that makes it all worth while. Trust. It's what's needed for reality to come back to you. So your feelings will stop playing games on you.

That's what I've realized.
I need to trust you.
I will trust you.

Love me...
Jini<3

开心(:

2010-11-11T09:28:00.000-08:00

I've come to a realization that I need to stop living in a dark cloud;
why not live in happiness?
why not live with the joys in life?
why worry constantly over silly things that don't matter?

And you know what?
I'm a lot happier now than I ever was.

I've stopped torturing myself with little things that used to eat me alive.
It's just not worth it. It's not worth hurting relationships.

There's this quote I've been seeing a lot lately,
"Sometimes when I say, 'I'm okay', I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, 'I know you are not'"

I want to add to that..
Sometimes when I say, "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you are not, but I'll make everything okay again."

Now, the only things I should be worrying about are school-related problems x_x
Must. Study. Must. Get. Perfect. Grades. = Must. Fulfill. Dreams.

Love me
Jini<3

死性不改

2010-10-12T23:57:00.000-07:00

Why does this all feel so familiar again..?
同歌. 同眼泪. Same fear that I will lose you.

为什么我一起一起都要做錯?
为什么我一直要伤害你?
Why can't I be perfect?

我真的很恨我自己...

... 你还可以爱我吗?

Day 4 - To my sibling (closest relative)

2010-09-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

Since I'm an only child, I'll dedicate this one to my cousin, Wendy :]

I remember when we were younger, we did everything together. Go out & eat, shopping with our moms, vacations, etc. Simple games of make believe were fun with you. Playing teacher, pretend shopping at a grocery store, singing.. I miss these simple times, where the only thing we worried about was leaving each other because the sky was getting dark. Now you're all grown up. You've worked so hard all these years at school & you deserve the very best. You're about to head to college and wherever you go, I know you'll succeed. I love you as if you were my little sister. Although we fought like hell when we were younger, it's different now. We've matured, and now I can talk to you about real life things. Just know, I will always be here for you. No matter what happens, I got your back just like how a sister is supposed to.

Love me...
Jini<3

BitterSweet Summer

2010-08-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

Summer is officially over for me.
School begins in a couple hours & I should be getting some sleep.
This summer has been very bittersweet for me..

Lots of tears, smiles, laughter & stress.

I first want to apologize..
I just couldn't keep lying to myself.. hoping that one day, everything will be okay again.
I never wanted to hurt you.
My memories of us will never disappear,
but I wish one day, we can look back & reminisce these memories as friends.

Next, I would like to let someone know that I'm going to be the best.
It's because you make me feel like I am the best in the world,
that I'm going to push myself extra hard to be the best.

When you tell me I'm beautiful the way I am, I believe you.
When you kiss me, I get tingles & butterflies in my stomach.
When you hold my hand, I feel safe.
When you hug me, everything feels right.

Our late night talks seem like they can last forever...
I sometimes wonder to myself why it took so long for me to realize
something that was right in front of me this whole time...?

Good night, world.
Jini

Day 3 - To my Parents

2010-08-03T12:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Mommy & Daddy,

I can NEVER repay the debt I owe you two.
You have done so much for me that words can't even explain.
What I must do now is to be good and make you guys proud.

Mommy, you gave me life.
You are the one who taught me how to be responsible.
You are the one who taught me how to eat ^_^
You are the one who will always be there no matter what.
You are the one who knows when something is wrong.
You are the one who holds the family together.
You are the one who will forever be my best friend.

Daddy, you taught me how to be strong.
You are the one I look up to when dealing with a problem.
You are the one who taught me there's no use in crying, live life & move on.
You are the one who taught me the value of family.
You are the one who taught me how to become a safe driver.
You are the one who protects this family.
You are the one who no matter what happens will always be on my side.

I love you both with all of my heart, body & soul.
Now that time is passing us by, it is my turn to take care of you.
You guys made who I am today-- strong, responsible & loves to eat.

I love you Mommy & Daddy.
I'd be lost without you.

Love Me ...
Jini<3

Day 2 - To my crush

2010-07-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

Although you may think your actions aren't important,
it's the simplest things you do that touch my heart.
& I remember every single one of them ...

You gave me your jacket even though it was freezing cold.
You turn around & slow down to check if I'm okay even though you can bike so much faster.
You remember what you owed me even though I didn't remind you.
You came back to apologize even though yelling at me was the right thing to do.
You treated me to dessert.
You let me hold onto you when I was cold.
You let me put my head on your shoulder when I was tired.

You've done many things for me that may not seem like they would matter.
But to me, you make me feel special with those little actions.

I hope one day, you'll be able to see how special you make me feel :]

Love me ...
Jini<3

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 1: To my best friend

2010-07-21T02:24:00.000-07:00

I'm going to start this 30 day letter challenge.
I feel like this is a good way of letting out the emotions I have bottled up inside.

To my best friend:

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I can not thank you enough for everything you've done for me, for the time you've given me, for the effort, patience, and love you've given me. I owe you my life, and I hope by this lifetime, I can pay you back all that you have given me. Without you, I would not be the person that I am today. Without you, I would not have my strength to fight, my will to keep pushing myself, my faith in believing myself, or my morals to do the right now. I know this may sound cheesy, but you are the light that shines the road for me. You open my eyes to see outside the box, to see the broader picture and to understand the world better. I can probably write a book on how much you've influenced me to become a better person, but knowing you, you would probably tell me to go study instead. I truly appreciate everything about you and I would not know what to do without you in my life. Even if we were to separate right now, I'm glad I did know you. Because now I know, if I ever run into predicaments, what I need to do first is "Breathe & Drink Water."

To my best friend:

You are the one that keeps me happy in life. I don't ever thank you enough for always putting a smile on my face. You give me a sense of security. Whenever I am with you, I know I am safe and that I can depend on you. You are the greatest friend a person can ever ask for. Whenever I have a problem, you drop everything and immediately come to my side to comfort me. I truly cherish all the time we spend together; whether it's just eating lunch, playing sports, meaningful talks, random talks, reminiscing or working. All the time I spend with you are happy times. If you were to disappear out of my life, I know my days ahead would be a lot less joyful.

I love the both of you with all of my heart.
& writing this first post has made me realize how important you two are to me.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you for everything.

Love me...
Jini<3

Don't Hold onto Me for Security

2010-06-21T13:10:00.000-07:00

Everything is different.

I wasn't supposed to get my feelings mixed up into this...
Nothing is going according to plan.

I'm caring too much about you.
I'm thinking too much about you.
I wasn't supposed to get hurt...

I hate how everything is now.

Love me...
Jini<3

들리니 I Need You, I Love You...

2010-05-23T12:55:00.000-07:00

Long time no see...
The month of May has definitely been full of surprises :]

May is Asian Heritage Month. & we have a fair to celebrate it.

At the fair, I saw Far East Movement ^_^& won tickets to the BROWN EYED GIRLS, Bruno Mars, & T-Pain concert!

Bruno Mars is such a cutie!

It was awesome! But BEG only sang 3 songs. Wtf?
Oh well, at least I got to see them right?
It was crazy. As soon as they came out, tears started to flow out of my eyes.
They are more beautiful in person than they are in music videos.
I'm hoping to see them again soon ...

Narsha ; Miryo ; Ga-In ; Missing JeA (visa problems)

After the show, we got dinner & dessert. I had a banana split~ YUM!
This week is finals week & it felt so good to just relax and spend time with friends over some dessert.

banana split with cookies n cream ice cream

my look for the concert ; face looks super white cus of flash

Wish me luck on finals! I'll talk to you guys after that :]

Love me ...
Jini<3

Internship!

2010-04-25T09:00:00.001-07:00

Hey guys :] Long time no.. read?

I just wanted to quickly blog about this internship that I got.
(I'm not trying to brag or anything; just wanted to share.)

I'm still unsure what kind of internship this is..
I know it's for PR/marketing, but not sure of the company.
Hope it's not a pyramid scheme thing >< Hahahaha.

I'll update on everything when I get home tonight :D

Love me...
Jini<3

I am the Luckiest Girl in the World.

2010-03-22T12:45:00.000-07:00

There was a time in my life where I kept thinking I was alone.
Especially since college started, I felt that I was losing everybody..

How stupid was that?
I am the LUCKIEST girl in the world.
I have so many loving friends that care so much about me & I never even realized that..

Everything went by so perfectly. It felt like a dream.
I'm going to post only a couple of pictures up to give you guys a feel of what happened.

my boys<33

Terence & I

big love!

cuties!

the restaurant surprised me with a warm chocolate brownie & vanilla ice cream

karaoke!

bestie & I<3

my love & I

This was seriously the best birthday I could ever ask for.
Close friends who love me, perfect weather, perfect service, almost perfect everything.

I love you all so much.
You guys mean so much to me.
Thank you for everything you've given me
Thank you for everything you've done for me
Thank you for being here
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for loving me..

Love me...
Jini<3

P.S.: I'll put a picture of the gifts up later.

Cover: Wedding Dress by TaeYang (female version)

2010-03-14T23:45:00.001-07:00

I hope you guys enjoy this! I love to sing and create lyrics that I feel would fit the song through my own eyes. Let me know what you think :D

Love me ...
Jini

My First Happy Post :)

2010-03-11T22:23:00.000-08:00

I'm full of happiness and food right now.
Finally, I can post about something positive in my life.

Today, my boss, Mandy, took my boyfriend & I out for our birthday dinner.
We went to her friend's restaurant, SUMI (Japanese food.)
& "FRESH" is probably the best word to describe it.

This place is super cute. Tiny, cozy, modern, & sleek.
There was probably only 10-15 small (2 person) tables & the bar seating around 5.
Although it was small, the restaurant had a really nice feel to it.

I love raw fish. & almost everything we ate was raw ><"

First, we started off with some appetizers.

miso soup (non-packaged ones tastes so much better)

simple salad

fish liver wrapped with raw fish topped with miso sauce

fish liver appetizer

uni and ebi nigiri (yummy!)

raw queen clam

deep fried ebi head (light & crunchy, like shrimp chips)

Obama-hama (hamachi & cilantro-- SO GOOD)

salmon with scallop on top

unagi tempura don

self explained

Jack & I

chocolate creme brulee

sweet piggy & angry piggy from Mandy

Just a simple dinner like this can make me forget about the worries in the world.
But then again, who you have dinner with is important too.

I'm so grateful to have been able to meet Mandy :)
Because of her, she has opened many opportunities for me
& I will never forget what she has done for me.

I can't wait until it's her birthday, so I can treat her.

Love me ...
Jini

My fault...?

2010-03-04T13:23:00.000-08:00

No matter how hard I try, it just seems like I'm slowly losing everyone important around me.

Up until now, I had always thought, "It's their problem. THEY are the ones that changed."
I never stopped to think... Maybe it's my fault.
Maybe I didn't try hard enough.
Maybe I didn't care about them enough.
Maybe I took them for granted.

But what's done is done.
We can't go back and change the past.
And I absolutely refuse to conform to your ways.

Secretly inside... It still hurts.
I miss the old days.

I wish my blog can be a more happy place,
instead of a place where I write all my sad, sappy tales.
Remember how I said I wanted to start some FOTD stuff?
I really need to stop procrastinating and just do it.

I'll be back soon.

Love me...
Jini<3

I'll Miss You...

2010-02-17T16:16:00.000-08:00

Life comes and goes.
It's hard to think rationally like that
when the life that goes is someone close to your heart.

Because we were never really close
is why I feel like I haven't done my part.

For the last moments, I just wanted to see you laugh & smile again...

Seeing someone suffering,
and not being able to help is the most painful thing to feel.

At least now, you don't have to suffer anymore.

When a person is dying, I wonder, what are the thoughts fill their heads?
Their family? Their jobs? Their pain?

Appreciate everyone around you.
Don't take anyone for granted.

What I've learned from your life lived is to be strong.
You're one of the strongest fighters in the world
& I, too, will become strong so I can move on.

Bittersweet endings...
Jini

What Used to Be..

2010-02-14T17:36:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Years!
& Happy Valentine's Day.

The thing I looked forward to each Chinese New Years
isn't any red envelope with money or anything of that sort.
It was waking up in the morning, and hearing the Chinese New Year songs.

Although each year, it's the same music, same lyrics..
it was still special to me.

As each year passes, I feel as if the tradition of Chinese New Years is decaying.
The fairs aren't as lively, things don't look as red as they should..
Hell, I even painted my nails red to try to get more into the mood of Chinese New Years.

What's happening to us?
I wish things were like before, when things were more simple..

When my Grandma would take me out to the fair, & I would have the time of my life
When my parents would watch Chinese New Year shows with me
When the scariest thing to me was only firecrackers,
now I know there are far more scarier things..

These things..
even though seem so simple, are so important.
I regret the fact that I didn't appreciate them when I had them.
I regret the fact that I had to grow up,
and not realize who the important people in my life are.

I can't keep wishing and reminiscing in the past.
I need to appreciate what I have now, and try to repair broken relationships.
It's time to move on.

Anyway,
I wish you all a life of good health, great fortune, and dreams come true.

Love me ..
Jini<3

Brand New Start

2010-01-10T19:21:00.000-08:00

I guess it's time for me to write down all my New Year's resolutions, huh?
But instead of doing that, what my cousin said is right..
"Why can't you start today? Just because the year changes, doesn't mean everything else does."

I hope everyone who reads this will realize it's time to get up and do something.
No planning, no procrastinating. If you are, then "you're just behind."

Anyway, how did you all spend your New Year's?
I spent it at work, with friends. Surprisingly, it was quite fun.
Once we counted down, we popped open our Apple Cider, and had our first frozen yogurt shot of the year.
That's what I like about us. There's no need for alcohol for us to have fun with each other.

I think I might actually make this blog not just about my feelings anymore.
I'll begin to put up FOTD (face of the day), and fashion stuff.

Spring semester is about to start again..
This winter break has passed by so fast.

I will update soon with a better post.

Love me<3
Jini

My First Verdict ..

2009-11-22T19:48:00.000-08:00

I'm really really really sorry I haven't updated in so long.
Finals are coming up soon, and Spring semester will be here before I know it.
So, I've taken the time to choose classes..

It seems kind of dumb that I'm taking so long to choose classes,
but this upcoming semester will determine what I'm going to major in.

I pretty much narrowed it down to two choices already:
-Neurology: specializing in strokes and anxiety
-Business Management: hoping to open my own shop/restaurant

Hah, the two majors have absolutely nothing in common.

If I study neurology, I would be doing something I should do.
It's the only way I can help others to never experience the feelings I get,
and to prevent others from ever having to suffer from the pain.
But if I study business, I would be doing something I want to do.
I long for critique of my creations. I adore people. I love to interact.
The reason why it's so hard for me to make this decision is because I don't want to regret.

Sigh, but I've pretty much made my decision already,
and this is the first decision that I'll be making for my adult life..

It's almost Thanksgiving.
I can't wait to be around all the warmth that used to be..

Love me ..
Jini<3

Fuck Heartless Money

2009-10-08T20:44:00.000-07:00

There is something I don't understand in this world .
& I guess it could be kind of political,
but it connects with me on a personal level .

Why can't a person who doesn't feel well,
just go into a doctor's office and seek medical help,
without worrying about money ?

Aren't doctors supposed to be helping others ?
Don't they follow their dream to be a doctor
because of their passion to help others ?

I don't FUCKING understand it !
Why is it that a person that is UNWELL
has to COUGH UP $30 just to see a heartless doctor
who gives medical advice like, "Just sleep more, eat healthier, & exercise."

SERIOUSLY, I did NOT need to fucking pay you $30
for something I could have fucking told myself !

Are there ANY doctors that actually CARE for people now ?
How can MONEY blind somebody's heart so much
that they won't even bother to let you come into their office
without health insurance, or money for "co-payment" ?
What the fuck am I paying health insurance for, if I have to pay co-payment ?

Don't even fucking start with me about doctors need to get paid too .
THEY MAKE ENOUGH FUCKING MONEY EVERY YEAR .
EVER THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY SAVE
CUS THEY DON'T NEED PAY CO-PAYMENT
WHENEVER THEY NEED TO SEE THEMSELVES FOR MEDICAL HELP ?!?

If you are even thinking about being a doctor,
you better be fucking passionate about HELPING people,
and not just in it for the fuck damn money .
If not, then you should just go fuck yourself,
because you'll end up being one of those useless assfucks
who get paid for doing no fucking thing .

Simplicity: a careless night

2009-09-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

Simple moments can make such an important imprint on your heart .

The other night I went out with my two best friends .
Nothing special . To be honest,
I don't even remember why we decided to go out .

We ran into a friend who works at a sushi restaurant
& he offered us some food . Of course, we declined .
Later, we get a call from him telling us he brought us food -_-"
It was so sweet of him <3

Soon after, I find us sitting on someone's doorsteps, the sun is almost set,
drinking our miso soups, eating our seaweed salad & sushi .
I love times like these ..
All the problems in the world just seem to melt with the sun .
Nothing in the world mattered,
except who was going to get the last piece of sushi . Haha .

After that, we decided to go get ice cream .
We ended up standing at a street corner .
Laughing, eating ice cream, sharing ..
It felt like I was back in time ..
when just sharing a simple ice cream with friends was special .

The time we spent together seemed to go by so fast .
It felt like it was just yesterday that I left childhood,
and started to grow up and really live .
Like it was just last week that I realize how important best friends are .

This is dedicated to someone really special:

You're gone now . A new chapter of your life is starting to unfold .
I'm going to miss you, but I realize I can't be the one to hold you back .
Even though, I want you to stay .. It's time for me to stop being dependent .
You have always been the one to push me to the fullest .
Now, whenever I'm in doubt, I'll hear your voice telling me to just do it .
Although we're in different places, our friendship will always be strong .
Promise me one thing: Don't Forget Our Memories .

Love me ..
Jini <3

Pure, Innocent Beauty

2009-08-17T18:15:00.000-07:00

Summer has officially ended for me .
First day of school was today ..
I thought it was alright, but it all just seemed to relax .
Mm, maybe it just hasn't gotten to me yet that I'm in college now .

Anyway, I went camping for the first time in my life, finally .
We collected rocks . Haha, that probably sounds weird
but the rocks were actually really pretty .
Just doing simple things like that can still put a smile to my face .
It just goes to show you that laughter doesn't have to be complex .
No matter how complicated and dark your life can be;
a simple laughter can make it brighter ..

The campsite was beautiful .
There was absolutely no city life around there .
Nature just on its own; pure, innocent beauty .
I finally got to see the sunset, in real life .
It was hard to just stare at it because it was so bright,
but the glow of the sun was so calming ..
I couldn't keep my eyes off it, until the sun pretty just fell into the ocean .
At night, the sky was even more beautiful ..
I love looking at stars in the city . My friend just laughs and goes,
" You think those are pretty . Just wait til you go camping . "
& he was right . I was surrounded by the stars .
Saw a couple of shooting stars as well-- I didn't have enough time to make a wish
because I was so captivated by them . ( plus they were really fast )

Recently, I went to a fair to celebrate J-Pop culture .
My friend & I shared two mini-cupcakes:
Thai Tea and Lemon Basil Blueberry
All I have to say is, WOW .
Well, the thai tea one needed a bit more intensity,
but the lemon basil blueberry was amazing .
I'm really sad I don't remember what their company was called .
I would share it with everyone if I knew .
Doesn't the name of the cupcake just sound wonderful ??

On a side note, I work as a salesperson ( food ) .
A couple came in to order, and they only had AmEx,
but we don't accept those cards .
I told them, " You guys can just come back later . We close @ 11 . "
They said they lived close by,
& I guess I just thought humans had a better heart ..
Anyway, they didn't come back;
however, a couple weeks later, they came in to order .
I recognized them, & I served them horribly .
Giving them as small portions as I could,
& giving them the biggest attitude a server could without getting fired .

Well, after that, I didn't feel satisfied ..
so when they came in for the third time,
I decided to just let it go . What's the point ?
Being mean isn't going to help me
or make me feel better . So I was nice to them .
We ended up laughing about something . . .
That, that actually made me feel better;
a better human being .

But, yes, I naively believed that they would come back with money .

On August 8, 2009, the moon was red .
It was the most beautiful state I've ever seen the moon in ..

Love me ..
Jini<3

Sweet Memories

2009-08-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

I recently went to my K-8th Grade Reunion,
& wow, let me just say, it was SUPER fun .

On the way there, I have to admit, I was a bit nervous seeing everyone again .
But once I got there, I was welcomed with a giant hug from Ellie ( best friend ) .
Tears came to my eyes as I realized we haven't seen each other in four years .

It was nice; probably because we knew ..
We knew everything in the past was in the past .
& what mattered now, was the friendship we had and the friendship we will have .

Funny, but the ones close to me during school didn't really change at all ..
Sitting at the dinner table, we ended up laughing about the same old things .
Those kinds of memories will never vanish
and will forever be cherished ..
because in order to stay in our hearts for four years
& still be hilarious now, it has to be pretty important right ?

Others, however, changed so much that it's surprising ..
I mean, we weren't close or anything but,
I just can't believe some one can become so different in a period of time .
On the serious side though, I have to mention this--
most of the parents back then always thought I was the bad one .
The one doing drugs, partying all the time, having sex non-stop, etc .
Hah, I want to laugh at their stupidity ..
because it turns out, it's their own that is "bad" .
I feel bad for them but at the same time, I feel wickedly amused that the very thing
they feared will happen to their children
actually happened to their children without my help .

Watching the Food Network makes me hungry ..

Love me ..
Jini<3

It's Been a While ..

2009-07-29T16:34:00.001-07:00

I'm being way too lazy ..
I feel like I've been back from China for two months already,
but reality is, I've only been back for two weeks .

China computers wouldn't let me go on to blogger.com .
But it's alright, not much happened anyway .

Brief description of China:
Cheap clothes, cheap but delicious food, takoyaki everyday, nonstop haggling, new friends, new sights, new hair, ruined hair, free hair (cut, dye, perm, wash), over 40 mosquitoe bites (assholes), changing from transportation to transportation, won 60 HKD in Macau slots, etc etc etc <3>

(( EDIT )) Fucking blogger deleted half of my original post . Shitheads !

It feels nice to be back though . Even a bit of relief ..
Seeing familiar faces, knowing where to go, having that security of being home ..
Yeah, that's what I missed when I was in China .

Coming back, I was kind of scared that things might've changed .
Not much has changed but just the little things that matter have .
Some thing is just not the same ..

I'm definitely going to miss China though; I already do .
I mean, after I get tired of all the clothes I bought .. where am I going to buy cheap clothes ?

Anyway, Mint recently invited me to watch the Vamps live with her cus she had extra free tickets .
It was so crowded, I couldn't really see Hyde or Kaz.
That's why I mainly focused on Ju-Ken .. the bass player .
During the whole time, everyone around me was jumping up and down to the music;
I mostly just stood there, mesmerized, gazing just at Ju-Ken .
Hyde, of course, was a cutie . Especially when he said,
"I bought lots of clothes .. Do you know why ? Because it is very .. cold here .."
He also said he liked SF because we have HYDE street :D
Kaz was cute too . Too bad he was on the other side ..
But during one of the songs, Ju-Ken brought out this awesome looking electric cello .
He is so amazingly talented ..
His energy, and his passion with the bass and the cello ..
left me completely paralyzed watching him ..
Just watching him play and rock out .. is kind of orgasmic .

I hope they'll have another USA tour soon after this one ends .

Ahh .. it's 5~ I should start getting ready .

Love me ..
Jini<3

A Fresh Start ..~

2009-06-09T08:41:00.001-07:00

I think this is my first time having my own blog other than Xanga ...

Well, anyway it's around 8:40 now;
there's leftovers next to me ..
Dad's still sleeping .
Mom's doing housework, as usual .
I don't feel like crying yet ..
Like how I didn't feel like crying at graduation yesterday .

Okay, that's not the point of this .
I thought of starting this blog a long time ago,
but just didn't know how to begin ..

Then I planned a trip to China~
Why not start this blog off with a bang, right ?

Yup, I'm leaving for China soon :D
I'm excited, nervous, and scared at the same time .
I've never been there & I'm not traveling with my parents -_-"

Throughout the trip, I'll be updating ;D
See you guys soon !

Love Me ..
Jini<3

P.S.: The blogger template will be changed .
About me will be entered .
Everything is under construction .